[278] 02/19/2024 Monday. Kitchen Microwave. Queens Manor. Ridgewood, Brooklyn. Circling back. More proof that change only comes when you force it to happen. And I have not forced things to change. I am right back where I was 20 years ago and the only difference is that I dislike it more now. And the antidote to all things? Art. To spend at least a couple hours doing something that I enjoy doing even after spending 12 hours doing something that blows my mind with boredom and contradiction. I'm not trying to be negative, I just think it's funny how habits begin and then if you are not careful about them they become your life. Stay in school kids, not because education is the way out of things, but because when you're in your late 40's and you really need to change your work habits having a degree of any kind will mean you apply to 1000's of jobs that are not allotted to you if you drop out of school and drag your cockroach soul through the gutters of destitution.
What if you got some wonderful cushy job? What would you write about? I wish you well but I like the stories and the music you attach💜